Vanished

This is a poem I wrote yesterday. I hate it when songs and poetry rhyme but that's just how this one seemed to work out. I don't know how to describe this poem except to say sometimes I just feel like a big phoney. How can you tell people you know that's how you feel?

Have I gone missing?
Is it a dream?
Buried myself so deep
No one can hear me scream

Layers of lies
Put there to protect me
But it's doing the opposite
I long to break free

So different so fake
Every day something new
I can't find myself
How do you expect to?

Misplaced or lost
I've vanished. I'm gone
Shut in and shut up
I don't think I belong